Pelawok....

I hanging myself

i stone to dead

i have no desire

i blame myself

i am not worth it

i am a loser

a fool

a joke

a sham

guilty as charge

I suffer

yet i still standing

yet still fighting

but the glimmer light

fade day by day

barren in my chest

a hole that can not be cover

the agony is my medicine

the end start now

but tomorrow it is start all over again