A day b4 Merdeka...!!!

So let start what am doing before merderka...
well is not the best,Mom n dad came from kl just to deliver my car road tax...

not to "berbuka with me"

nevermind that,
then go back home,
play game,
msg that "gurl"
bath,
and go for laundry at TMC
so bored...
good thing i control the TV
so i decide what to watch..
haha...
this pic was taken when i see for the 1st time,
Zee Avi v'clip "bitter heart"
quite coll actually...
"seriously"
haha...

So after doing that,
next is find food,
So hungry that i can eat a horse...
so after invite a few friend,
we go to peringgit bazaar ramadhan,
wah..
so much better than cempaka,
not crowded,
better variety,
and nice view" u get what i mean??"

So this a few picture from what i take by my phone,
seriously,
i want to buy everthing i see...
my pig get over my head...
haha,
but i manage to buy only what important,
then head back to home,
to tell this story to that "gurl"
which was totaly ignore by her at the phone...
so here
read it at my blog,

"peace for lfve, death for war"

P/s;contohi pakcik ni, bawak anak
tapi pki helmet
bgs2...
nilah rakyat m'sia
hehe...

Berbuka...

Ap akah erti berbuke bg kite semua??
adakah menantap hidangan semata2...
or just lepaskan nafsu dalam bada...
hmm...
ape eh?
so dari 1st day puasa..
aku xbuke dgn family lagi...
so sejak pose r..
buke ngan mber2..
rasa dah mcm bujang cos xde sape2 family yg buke dgn kite..
best k buke dgn family?
biasa j bg aku,
buke j...
lauk pun beli jugak..
bukan special pun..
pastu kenyang...
same jugak buke dgn mber...
pastu gi terawih...
same jugak.. so xde beza pun...
ngada lebey j kalo nk buke dgn family tu...
bukan nya umur budak2 lg,
so kene lah hadapi alam dewasa skit demi skit..
ni gmbr 1st day pose..
gie bazaar kat taman cempaka...
gila ramai..
sesak nafass j rasa...
dh r jln sempit...
nyusah kan org je...
time ni aku n acap j...
len smua blk..
so beberapa ari kemudian...
adelah ramai kwn2 berbuke dgn aku except ehem2
masa semua berbuka..
sure smua mesti senyap.. ni gmbr diaorg berbuka dri mata aku..
lapar diaorg ni...
menikmati rezeki yang diberi...
so kepada sape2...
selamat berpuasa...
jgn nak pikir raya j..
lambat lagi..

Is raining....!!!

Hujan - Mencari Konklusi

Belum tersimpul mati
Ikatan itu ku buka sendiri
Terus bertempiaran
Jutaan huraian
Ku takkan mengerti

Teka silang kata
Membuat parah menambah persoalannya
Aku tak pasti yang kita hadapi
Yang kita semua cari

Coba tenang seketika
Coba pejam mata
Biar resah hilang saja
Dan coba diam yang bicara
Sediam bersama
Ditemani jasad kita

Kan ku cari konklusi

Coba tenang seketika
Coba pejam mata
Biar resah hilang saja
Dan coba diam yang bicara
Sediam bersama
Ditemani jasad kita

Kan ku cari konklusi

Coba tenang seketika
Coba pejam mata
Biar resah hilang saja
Dan coba diam yang bicara
Sediam bersama
Ditemani jasad kita

Kan ku cari konklusi

Kenape? kenape? Kenape?

Kenape dia selalu xnak mengalah dgn aku,
salah ke ckp srh dia study,
pastu bile aku ckp knape aku sentap dgn dia,
dia plak marah....
Benci...
benci...
asyik2 nak gado... gado... gado...
penat r kamu...
dah lah tgh stress ni...
igt kamu bole kurangkan stress,
tapi menambah kan lagi ade r...
huh...
biar r...
xnk layan sudah....P/s: gambar ini sekadar penyeri blog ini... TQ

Beauty & Beast

See the bird that fly high in the sky,
wonder where it may go,
and where the it may land to rest,
Life has teach so many wonder,
which hard to see it all,
As we grow older,
we see bit by bit,
and no wonder,
we get wise as we grow older,
20 years ago u just a baby,
and look at u now,
fair as lady,
beauty as flower,

So glad to find u are here,
After all i been through,
Nothing can compare this,
Moment of my life,
So glad to find you are here,
Life can be this happier,
Nothing can compare here,
Moment of our life,

Set at this picturesque place
in the garden of love,
we drown ourselves in this feeling,
forget what people says bout us,
a beauty and a beast,
Lock in the name of love,
when two stranger meet,
heart are pounding,
hand feel numb,
jealousy start to control,
anger begin to show,
we can't let this happen,
it against the will of God

So glad we not here,
to stop this madness from going on,
Nothing can compare this,
a tragic love affair
So glad we been here
to witness such a tragedy,
Nothing can compare this
A masquerade of villager,

Follow this fable,
come to this untold story,
of beauty and beast,
fighting fot their love,
against all possibility in this world,
they fall in love,
Into the chapel,
witness by man,
beauty lay in front of them,
blood all over the church,
beauty kill by the beast,
a love of her life,
how can this happen,
where is beast,
where is beast...

So glad to know,
The unholy couple is no more,
Nothing can compare this
We did what must did,
In the name of God,
For the sake of people
Nothing can compare this,
Beauty must die,

There no sign of beast,
lost part of his soul when beauty die,
Suddenly the whisper are getting near,
The room fill with killing instinct,
I know u are here beast,
Revenge as u want it,
For taking away your love,
Taking away your life,
Take away your future,
Now take it away
Away from me,

So glad to be here,
To kill the one who destroy my love,
Nothing can compare this
Except loving you beauty,
So glad to feel it once again,
what forgotten animal i am,
Nothing can compare this,
The taste of men meat and blood,
So glad to end this,
Back in the wild,
To live forever,
As a Beast as I am,,,,

Sorry is the hardest word..!!!!

Repentance

[Music: Dream Theater / Lyrics: Mike Portnoy]

[VIII Regret]
Hello, mirror, so glad to see you my friend
It's been a while...

Staring at the empty page before me
All the years of wreckage running through my head
Patterns of my life I thought adorned me
Revealing hurtful shame and deep lament

Overwhelming sorrow now absorbs me
As the pen begins to trace my darkest past
Signs throughout my life
that should have warned me
Of all the wrongs I've done for which I must repent

I once thought it better to regret
Things that I have done than haven't
Sometimes you've got to be wrong
And learn the hard way
And sometimes you've got to be strong
When you think it's too late

Staring at the finished page before me
All the damage now so clear and evident
Thinking about the dreaded task in store for me
A pit of fear at the thought of my amends

Hoping that this step will help restore me
To face my past and ask for forgiveness
Cleaning up my dirty side of this unswept street
Could this be the beginning of the end?

I once thought it better to regret
Things that I have done than haven't
Sometimes you've got to be wrong
And learn the hard way
And just when you're through hanging on
You're saved

[IX Restitution]

"Until that moment, I'd never felt like I'd failed at anything...And I felt like I failed her...And I failed myself, and I failed my children...It's still really hard to deal with."

"I want to thank you for helping me to see my own selfishness and to tell you how regretful I am it has hurt you."

"I'm sorry I didn't visit you in the hospital, Grandpa when you were on your deathbed. I'm sorry I didn't come to your funeral...I don't know if I was selfish or just too scared to face it. It's one of the biggest regrets of my life."

"I'm here to confess with you that what I did, was wrong... And I'm asking for your forgiveness..."

"The only unforgivable thing hauls itself out of bed, looks over my shoulder at the bloody English weather..."

"I really regret not being able to see my friend Andy..."

"One of my best friends who's the godfather of my daughter, he asked me to sing or play something at his wedding, and I turned it down because I was busy and too much of a chicken shit to do it...And I feel sorry for that, because it was a very very close friend of mine..."

"So, I wanted to apologize to anyone that I've upset or offended.. they're just words, it's just an opinion, but unfortunately, I tend to express it as a fact, and that's kind of arrogant. Isn't it?"

"I think it's the betrayal...it still haunts me."

"I'm sorry for what I did back then... I was a different person. I really was and I'm so sorry. I wish it wouldn't have happened, but it did, and I'm sorry. Forgive me. I'm sorry..."

"I guess I'm simply sorry for being me and not you. I so often wish you could be here with me to show me the way..."

If we are painstaking about this phase of our development, we will be amazed before we are half way through.
We are going to know a new freedom and a new happiness.
We will not regret the past nor wish to shut the door on it.
We will comprehend the word serenity and we will know peace.
No matter how far down the scale we have gone, we will see how our experience can benefit others.
That feeling of uselessness and self-pity will disappear.
We will lose interest in selfish things and gain interest in our fellows.
Self seeking will slip away.
Our whole attitude and outlook upon life will change.
Fear of people and of economic insecurity will leave us.
We will intuitively know how to handle situations which used to baffle us.
We will suddenly realize that God is doing for us what we could not do for ourselves.

Are these extravagant promises? We think not. They are being fulfilled among us - sometimes quickly, sometimes slowly. They will always materialize if we work for them.

"You're only as sick as your secrets, but the truth shall set you free..."

"The truth is the truth and the only thing you can do is to live with it."

Sape ? Sape ? Sape?

di cipta kan sebuah kisah....
yang menjadi persoalan...
kisah apa yang di ceritakan disini,
Dia teringat kan seseorang,
seseorang tu bukan lah aku...
so...
apa aku bagi dirinya???
sahabat,
kawan,
teman,
or...????
ini semua dugaan...
dia bukan untuk ku...
itu yang pasti...
Mari kita tgk...
sape yg kene...!!!

The end maybe...

Everything so complicated now,
Is like chasing a shooting star that once a lifetime,
waiting and waiting,
but didn't know what the end may be,

Of seen a shadow in desert,
looking at the true dark,
where it hard to find,
the real you,

Give me a light,
to guide me to you,
Give me a reason,
to be with you,
And i shall find you,
For the rest of the season...

As the sun rise,
all the cloud of doubt,
disappear within sand,
As i rise,
to clear my doubt,
and this land,

Carry on into the night,
were all seem so lost,
Carry on to find you in the night,
were i know i have lost,

Give me the light,
for you to guide me,
Give me the reason,
for you to be with me,
And i shall find you,
for the rest of season

You give me the hope,
for me to find you,
You give me the trust,
for me to hold you,
And all of this reason,
I shall love you
for the rest of the season.....

Sesi soal menyoal tersoal disoal.......

1) APE YG ANDA RASE SKG?
Sentap.....

2) RATE THAP KEEMOAN ANDA (1-5)
5.......

3)WARNA KESUKAAN ANDA?
hitam...putih...coklat...

4)KALAU DIBERI PELUANG, ANDA MAHU JADI ARTIS?
yup... nak jadi mcm...john petrucci....

5)BAGI SATU SIKAP YANG ADA PADA ANDA
Kaki sentap....kaki main...kaki pukul...kaki judi...kaki mabuk..kaki club... bak kata semua kaki lah

6)ANDA RASE ADE SESEORANG SEDANG MEMINATI ANDA?
xde..... xensem pun....

7)KALAU ANDA BERDUKA APEKAH YANG ANDA AKAN BUAT?
ngadu kot... tak pun bukak blog... tulis p nk tulis

8) JIKA ANDA WANITA, BERAPAKAH MAS KAHWIN YANG SESUAI UNTUK ANDA??
opps... saya lelaki... tapi... aku nk jugak bole... nak.... RM 13,051,987.......

9) ANDA SUKA PEMBERI TAG INI KERANA???
ntah... suka kot...tapi xde r suka sgt...

10) JIKA ANDA MENJADI PEMBERI TAG INI, APAKAH 3 PERKARA PERTAMA YANG AKAN ANDA LAKUKAN
- ikut azri.... kuruskan ketembaman
-belajar pakai heel... sbb tau kamu xreti...
-ntah... lantak r dia nak wat p... p aku kisah...

Malas nak tag2...
sape nak baca... n wat..
wat lah... sekian... ciao mondo..

Minggu sentap, menyentap dan tersentap...!!!!

Nape aku letak tajuk tue,
sebab memang betul...
minggu ni ramai yang sentap dikalangan aku,
mula2 kat bufday parti....
ade org sentap sbb xnak main game,
pastu aku dengan ehem2 aku,
sbb aku igt dia xnak chat dgn aku,
pastu aderlah mber aku ni sentap dgn mber satu lagi
[asal bende kat facebook,
pastu ade kwn aku sentap psl blog ni
smlm....
c.kent merajuk pasal xajak wat assgment same2 or myb bende len skali...
So..??
nape manusia ni sentap?
mudah terasa ?
atau pengaruh setan?
umur semua dah besar2...
dah leh kawin anak 2,
tapi bende ni masih xleh setel,
ptt r org ckp org tua kalo merajuk,
memang buruk,
mmg btl pun,
ntah smpi bila kisah sentap menyentap ni akan bertambah,
nasib puasa dah dekat,
so nanti raya bole mintak maaf dgn jujur ikhlas hati,
tapi aku pun suka sentap,
myb true hurt kot...
sbb tu org xbole face the true,
so mereka akan sentap at the point mereka sedar,
sentap xbawak apa2 faedah,
melainkan...
"lantak r ko nak sentap, gi mampus sama lu"
so sekian dari
saya,
penulis blog yang baru,
Mr Spade

Blog ni di tutup wat sementara waktu

Merujuk kpd title di atas, blog ni ilang penulisnya, jd ia xkan di update utk sekian lamanya, so xpyh rjn2 bukak blog ini...
Harap maklum

....Aku..Xbole..tdo...!!!

ok2...
aku telah cube nk tdo..
tp npe xleh jugak...
ade bende yang bermain diminda ku....
apa yeh?
tapi aku dah tulis dalam msg yang ku kirim kepada insan yg istimewa bg diri ku,
msg dia mcm ni
"dinginnya hati pabilarindu kan mu,
mata xdapat di pejam,
bayangmu kan menjelma,
resah diri ini mengenangkan mu,
bunga yang diidami,
Sikap ku telah mencantas mu,
lalu gugur ke bumi,
apakah silap diriku,
untuk mengalah,
untuk menyerah,
Senyumammu igauan ku,
matamu penyeri hidup ku,
gelak tawa mu pengubat rindu ku,
begitulah diri mu bagi ku
**** ********* ** *****"
tak suka bila tiada mu di sisi ku.....
p/s: yang merah tu edit dari yang asal, xckp power yang ori....
yang * merujuk kepada yang berkenaan...

Khas untuk da'ah...

The Best Of Times

[Music by Petrucci, Portnoy, Rudess and Myung, Lyrics by Mike Portnoy]

Remember days of yesterday
How it flew so fast
The two score and a year we had,
I thought it would always last
Those summer days and west coast dreams
I wished would never end
A young boy and his father,
Idol and best friend

I'll always remember
Those were the best of times
A lifetime together
I'll never forget

The morning shows on the radio
The case of the missing dog
Lying on the pillows at the old 812
Watching Harold and Maude
The record shops, the stickball fields
My home away from home
And when we weren't together
The hours on the phone

I'll always remember
Those were the best of times
I'll cherish them forever
The best of times

But then came the call
Our lives changed forever more
"You can pray for a change
But prepare for the end..."

The fleeting winds of time
Flying through each day
All the things I should've done
But time just slipped away
Remember seize the day
Life goes by in the blink of an eye
With so much left to say

These were the best of times
I'll miss these days
Your spirit lit my life each day

Thank you for the inspiration
Thank you for the smiles
All the unconditional love
That carried me for miles
It carried me for miles
But most of all thank you for my life

These were the best of times
I'll miss these days
Your spirit lit my life each day
My heart is bleeding bad
But I'll be OK
Your spirit guides my life each day

[In Loving Memory of Howard Portnoy 1940-2009]

(TT)

D’Masiv – Cinta Ini Membunuhku

kau membuat ku berantakan
kau membuat ku tak karuan
kau membuat ku tak berdaya
kau menolakku acuhkan diriku

bagaimana caranya untuk
meruntuhkan kerasnya hatimu
ku sadari ku tak sempurna
ku tak seperti yang kau inginkan

reff:
kau hancurkan aku dengan sikapmu
tak sadarkah kau telah menyakitiku
lelah hati ini meyakinkanmu
cinta ini membunuhku

bagaimana caranya untuk
meruntuhkan kerasnya hatimu
ku sadari ku tak sempurna
ku tak seperti yang kau inginkan

P's: sangat sesuai sangat untuk ehem2 ku...(ehem2 lagi ke? entahlah bior je lah..)

Cerpen cinta

tercipta sebuah kisah,
antara kau dan aku,
kisah dua jiwa yang berbeza,
namun tetap sehati,
apa yang telah terjadi tentang kisah ini,
dimana silapnya,
dimana salahnya,
menjadi persoalan antara kita berdua,
salah kah aku menyintai mu,
salah kah aku untuk menyayangi mu,

*
berapa lama harus ku lalui tanpa kasih mu.
berapa lama masa yang ku jalani tanpa dirimu,
itu semua ku tak peduli,
kerna aku masih mencintai mu,
selewat manakah aku dalam hidup mu,
selewat mana harus ku tunggu dirimu,
untuk semua ini,
aku cinta pada mu,

masa silam mengajar kita,
untuk lebih baik di masa depan,
janganlah takut membuat salah,
kerna ia membetulkan kita,
diri mu masih ku perlu dalam hidup ini,
untuk membimbing diriku agar lebih baik untuk dirimu,
janganlah kau pergi dari hidup ku,
jangalahlah kau abaikan cinta ini,

ulang *

bersabarlah menanti istana mahligao kita,
agar sempurna dan megah sepanjang hayat,
moga kau mengerti bertapa bernilainya cinta ini,
akan ku cinta mu sepanjang hayat,

Sulking Me

stupid me...
sulk in front of the girl at webcam...
how immature manner...
sigh...
she probably don't want to speak to me anymore...
sigh...
wish you get well soon....
Sorry for the immature act toward you last night...

Dream theater new songs.. i like...

A Rite Of Passage

[Music by Petrucci, Portnoy, Rudess and Myung, Lyrics by John Petrucci]

Since the new world order
Played upon our fears
Spreading accusations
Of radical ideas

The brotherhood of wisdom
Strength and dignity
Its rituals and secrets
Remain a mystery

Beneath an ever watchful eye
The angels of the temple fly

Turn the key
Walk through the gate
The great ascent
To reach a higher state
A rite of passage

The final stage
A sacred home
Unlock the door
And lay the corner stone
A rite of passage

Men of wealth and power
Influence and fame
Philosophers and leaders
All members of the trade

Bound by oath and honor
Like the rose and cross
An enigmatic union
Of esoteric thought

Beneath an ever watchful eye
The angels of the temple fly

Turn the key
Walk through the gate
The great ascent
To reach a higher state
A rite of passage

The final stage
A sacred home
Unlock the door
And lay the corner stone
A rite of passage

Turn the key walk through the gate
The great ascent to reach a higher state
A rite of passage

The seven stars
The rising sun
A perfect world
Where new life has begun
A rite of passage

www.youtube.com/watch?v=mscgEIjlFeA
(for the video..)

Apa aku wat arini....???

Arini bgn kul 12.30....
sbb layan seseorg tu smpi kul 5.00 am
so sah2 langgar subuh...
bgn2.. men pes... kalah...
mandi... tolong masak....
men tenet... makan..
men pes... kalah dgn bob...
men tenet lagi...
pastu kuar...
gi e shoppin... beli suar, baju n gel rmbt...
pastu karaoke..
yus membuktikan dia mmng berbakat jadi artis..
nyanyi lagu kris dayanti... hanya satu... hebat seyh...
aku kalah... dia nyanyi lagu tu sbb tercabar aku nyanyi lagu madah berhelah..
abs2 karoke...
gie mam.. sedap..
pastu.. balik...
time makan... majuk dgn ehem2...
saje cari gaduh sape suruh...
men pes.. call ehem2 utk pujuk2...
then mandi.. n wat blog nie...
hehe...

Ari ni aku belajar tolong masak2....

1st aku anak bongsu...
xpnh tolong mak kat dapur selain dari makan mak masakan mak(mak aku masak sedap au)
so arini aku me volunter utk tolong potong kulit kentang..
nasib xluka jari...
tapi best jugak masak...
nanti aku tolong lagi r.. bru blajar dari chef bob...
ini buktinya aku potong kulit kentang...


licin tak aku aku potong???
hehe...

Glimmer light at the end of the tunnel

Jika kamu tau ku bukan tuk mu..
Mengapa masih disini,
Jika kamu tau ku bukan cinta mu,
Mengapa masih disini,
Jika kamu bukan segalanya utntuk ku,
Mengapa masih disini,

Sudah berapa lama ku disini,
Semakin hari,
Semakin jauh ku sedar diriku bukan untuk mu,
Apa yang perlu lakukan,
Apa yang harus ku elakkan,
Segalanya masih lagi suratan,

Jauh mana pun ku pergi,
Jauh mana pun ku jelajahi,
Kamu masih di hati,
Kekal di hati,
Tuk selamanya....

cebisan hati SNS....

Dari si ehem2...

nyatakan 5 fakta menarik mengenai pemberi award ini

1- Comel... mcm garfield....
2-Kamu matang dalam hal len... tapi cinta... mcm budak2...
3-Sgt pandai.. pointer dia mmg hebat last sem.. tapi humble....
4-Ske buli kite.. tapi kite suka...
5-Dia single....(ada chance r jawapnye...huhu)

setiap blogger harus menyatakan 10 fakta/hobi diri sendiri sebelum memilih penerima award seterusnya

1-Ego
2-ske mkn coklat.. sbb sedap...
3-student accountancy uitm ex-dais(diploma sistem maklumat perakaunan)
4-Anak bongsu.. Sgt manja(dulu kat praktikal kene pggl manja dgn akak2 ofis....)
5-single but not available(sbb tunggu kamu available dulu...).
6-sgt dgr lagu, xkisah p tapi kalo DREAM THEATER mmg taksub...
7-teringin nk bg bunge kat kamu... bole??
8-ske LIVERPOOL... You Never Walk Alone(YNWA)
9-Kuat melawan n selalu nak menang...
10-Hati kite kaca... mudah pecah n sentap...

anda perlu memilih 10 penerima award seterusnya,dan describe tentang mereka

Sesiapa yang sudi nak jawap Quiz ni....

Sekian terima kasih...!!!

Lost of Paradise...

Let remember how we met,
it's plan or destiny,
or just faith?
Y am i still here even u knock me away,
Y is this feelin can just resist,

So far it when well,
so far u just still there,
such a lonely gurl wit cute face,
desperate for attention but u ignore it,
and now u met me,
a desperate guys for love,
kept searching until he finds the one...
the one who he will love,
the one who he will care,

*Is this the answer for our heart,
two stranger finding love without notice it,
and how surprise us,
we just let it go,
Is this what we want,
two heart beat at same time,
and how surprise us
we just let it go,

finding love wasn't hard,
to keep it is another question,
to make it stay alive and refresh,
no hope been given,
no light from darkness,

As i lay in my room,
the sadness kept me warm,
tears is my pleasure,
see u walk is the pain,
now there is no one to love,
now there is no one to care,

repeat *

Now that is all gone,
now all seem so clear,
another lost of paradise,
Now that u gone,
is time to walk,
and find another paradise....

Hereafter.....

Pergilah Sayang

Indah terasa bila cinta tercipta
Memadu kasih janji bersama
Bersama-sama melafaz kata cinta
Gurau senda dan tawa berdua

Tapi kini semuanya kenangan
Kau pergi tanpa pesan

Mana janjimu yang kau lafazkan dulu
Hidup dan matimu bersamaku
Rela kau pegi walau hati disakiti
Biarkanlah aku sendiri

Airmata menjadi penawar
Akanku simpan semua jadi kenangan oh... oh... oh...

Pergilah kasih, pergilah sayang
Tinggalkan aku (pergilah sayang)
Biarkan saja kenangan berlalu
Antara kau dan aku
Pergilah sayang

No hope.. no paradise...

seperti tajuk di atas...
0.00001% telah bertukar ke....
0.0000000000000000000000000%
knape?
biarlah kite n kamu j tau...
"kita hanya mampu merancang...
Tuhan menentukan segalanya.."

Lepas ni apa plak?

ntah...
hidup kne r diteruskan...

Sedarkah aku ?

Sejak2 akhir2 ni aku jd bingung r, aku mcm syok sendiri j kdg2, xtau r ptt k x wt cmni, makin lama makin angau kt ehem2, xtau r np, lama seyh xmcm ni, ex2 sblm ni xde r angau smpi cmni tp dia, ntahlah, p yg wt ku jd mcm nie pn xtau, tp yg aku tau aku syg kt dia, aku rindu kt dia n aku cinta kt dia, w/pun tnpa harapan, ku ttp mhrp dri dia, seperti janji ku pdnya... 0.00001% aku akn ttp mencube, hehe, kepada kamu, janganlah wat kite angau mcm ni lama.... Hehe

P yg ku fikirkan

Ni pandangan ku
Td aku bru dpt berita dri ehem2 ku yg dia dh single, tp itu belum b'makna yg ku d peluang dgn ehem2, lg pn msh awl lg, dia nk nikmati dunia solo2 n xnk dggu dgn c.i.n.t.a, so p yg ku bole ku wat ialah agr dia dpt trima ku dgn ikhlas n spnh ati w/pun dia xbg satu harapan pn, knape aku mcm ni, sbb aku nk menerima cinte agung drinya yg ku cintai spnh ati n seikhlas ati...
Akn ku menanti mu di mahligai cinta yg ku bina dri k'jujuran n k'taatan.

Sp ehem2 ni, biarlh rhsia

Last SaTurDay...!!!

Update time....
Sabtu yang lepas merupakan ari yang amat penat bagi aku...
gile r...
ader demostrasi kat jalan merdeka (walaupun dah tau awal2...)
nasib aku ngelak dari amik meber aku kat situ..
so ari ni aku stat ari aku pada kul 12.15....
go pickup my fren kat stesen putra gombak...
janji kul 12.30 kat sane tapi biase r...
malay promise...
hehehe...
so smpi kat ampang...
sepeti yang di jangka...
ader road block...
bukan check pape pun..
stakat wat jam...
so aku pun smpi kat stesen kul 1.15...
nasib ade abg dia teman dia...
so kitaorg pun dari gombak to PJ
jauh woo....
so ikut Batu caves (igat nak smbyg jap kat situ tp xsmpt plak.. hehe)
menuju ke KL...
nasib aku tau selok belok kl...
dpt ngelak jem yang lahanat...
so aku pun smpi umh meber aku dkt kul 2.00
igt aku paling lambat...
tapi aku yang 1st...
gile r...
so dpt makan free...
sedap jgk.. nyum...
igt ade lah member len..
rupanya xde...
so aku pun berasap lah jap...
ni permandangan org yang tgh jadi naga



lepas berasap...
cap alif gone lah aku n mber aku ni...
so bertolak dari stesen shell sungai besi dalam kul 3.45
(lambat skit coz jumpe mber kat bukit jalil and smbyg kat shell)
then we arrive at melaka 5.00
laju x kite bawak..
tu kancil j tue..
so smpi lah umah sewa yang t'cinte...
kemas2 jap, unpack jap
trus rehat...
sebenarnya....
balik awal ni sbb nak kuar dgn ehem2...
konon2 nak date r...
tapi dia xnak..
kecewa kite...
so duit dah kuar..
pastu mber aku sorg ni pun balik...
so tibe2... idea liar pun kuar..
aku ajak budak umh enjoy....
so aku pun rancang macam mana aku nak date dgn dia tapi kuar dgn budak umah...


1st...

Gie makan kat bayview di mana anda bole mendapat makanan yang enak n kenyang
berbanding dari makan kat McD...
Kalao x aku berlanja ehem2...
tapi dpt kat rezeki kat member aku ni...
aku belanja dia Chicken chop...
nie yang aku makan n minum....Chicken chop RM 7.00

Teh o Ais Lycee RM 2.50

Kenyang gile....
(kalao x kamu yang dapat...)

Dah kenyang2...

Next Stop....

KaRaOkE BeBeY....!!!

Tmpt ni dah jadi port kitaorg...
dari last sem smpi skrg...
Jetty x best n DP tue ntah...
sni aku pnh karok dgn ehem2 jgk...
dia belanja...
terharu....
ni nak blas balik dia xnak..
ni bilik aku ari tu...
n lagu permulaan aku nyanyi khas utk ehem...
KOTAK HATI...
HUJAN.....


ni masa tgh nyanyi sepeuh ati n perasaan...
sblm tue aku call ehem
biar dia dgr part yang depan2...
romantik x kamu???
suke???
hehe.....

so ber karok lah aku n mber aku smpi 2 jam...
sakit tekak beb...
lps dah sengal2...
rasa nak gie tempat yang romatik plak...
rasanya kalo kamu ikut...
mesti kamu dah jatuh cinta dgn kite mlm 2 kan....
tempat p yang kite mksd kan...??
bukan hotel...( tu maksiat)
bukan pantai ( pantai melaka kotor...)
tapi air pancut...

tempat ni dkt2 dgn eye of melaka( tempat yang kite muntah tu)
kat sini smua majoriti family n couple j...
kitaorg j laki2...
cantik siot..
tapi klcc lagi cantik...
xleh lawan r..
klcc ade chick pki tiub n hisap rokok....
sni ade Hotdung (hot bertudung) tapi baju singkat smpi nmpk panties
mana lagi hebat...
lu pikir lah sendiri..
rindu j kat ehem bila tgk couple2 berkepit....
so kite pun kamu...
kamu ckp kamu ngah tgk Mohsin ( salah satu cite melayu yang best bagi ku!!)
Borak lah jap...
tnya khbar..
lepas rindu kata kan...
so lps gayut..
rasa tekak kering...
gie lah minum kat....


kat sni xde r happening sgt...
juz nmpk ade class skit..
sni byk menu2 hebat...
aku order teh o lycee suam n roti bakar...
sblm...
slps...
mmg style siot....
call ehem lagi...
rindu kate kan..
nak wat cmne....
pas mkn... berasap jap...
then balik...
dalam kul brape ntah...
smpi umah pun call ehem lagi...
(sape suruh kamu cute n comel sgt...geram kite..)
bla...bla..bla...
abis...
smbyg...
baring n tdo...
tapi lagi best kalo spjg cite ni...
kamu ade di sisi kite...
hehe...
(pandai x kite plan untuk date???,
pandai kan....)