Sunday, March 21, 2010

Hold on


stare to the wall in front of me,
thinking all sort of thing
but it seem nothing
that can escape this feeling
put your shoes in front of me
and lend me a pair to tell me
how world surround me

let light shine me,
shall it lead to paradise once promises
or another hollow place once visit
tell me what remind me
the men inside your heart,
the men you love
the men you cherish

crush my heart,
as my world crash,
surrender to pain and sadness
dark my life once bright
fill the river of tear once more
restore the kingdom of remorse once again

where is the place we use to sat
laugh and smile all day long
where is this place
our dream
our destiny
our future

no matter the ride was
no matter how tough it has been
we stood by for what we believe
but like sand wash by the sea
it disappear quickly
and there nothing left but hope

hold on
hold on
is this enough
hold on
hold on
am i dying now
hold on
hold on
is be tough
hold on
hold on
am i dead now

a cross the road
there is place once i knew
paradise i once in
but like a stranger it seem
i let myself be
drown in this feeling
so now wake up
wake up from this dream
my eternal glory

Sunday, March 14, 2010

It is me


It is me,
because im the source of this,
i am the problem,
i am the disease
i am the agony
my wrath upon u are mine to responsible,
pain and misery
tear and headache
flu and mumble
all comes to you,
yet again
a lost myself to the path once before
the path i hate most
without effort
i fail with flying colour
without guide
i destroy what i treasure most,
i am not perfect nor noble person,
my faith are yet to question it self
but why am i deserve someone like you,
there is no other way i let my self this kind of love
there is no more hate that i felt before,
there is time to forgive and forgiven
and all hope are lost,
drown in lake of despair and depress
sail me a boat of hope,
a long the journey
teach me some way
or somehow
to be what you want me to be
cause all i touch is becoming the gold midas
nothing is useful,
nothing is remember
and nothing to carry on
like a rose that bloom in month of may,
wither by the month of november,
could our love be like that
love by a season
is that what i am looking for,
i want a lifetime
i want to cherish as long as i can
but yet again
it is me,
it is me

Wednesday, March 10, 2010

There was a time


There was a time,
I held you so high,
there was a time,
you are my idol,
there was a time,
i want to be you,

But everything change,
you broke your promises
you lie to us,
you did not care bout me,

*(oh) How everything change,
since you far away,
there no place to run away,
so let us fade away,
rather than cast away,

Could thing be change,
could life be better or worst,
Is it real or fantasy,
Is it just me or you,

Can we undo time,
and rewrite what mistake we done,
because we out of time,
and everything is set and done

repeat*

Remember,
the tear and hug we share,
memory that we share,
the pain and agony we share,
that last forever in our heart

Thursday, March 4, 2010

Tear that shatter the heart


Hold on
as i about to leave
stare at the lovely smile of your
why can this last forever
why it has to be end
dont leave me here all alone
by the time i need you the most

hold on
with this hand of your
i need your strength to carry me on
beyond this wall
is the place where you belong
with me

*Is there no other way
to make you come again
since you far away
im lost all over again

**Now you here in my arm
it feel like the world is mine
peace and harmony
all over the place
perfection some might call
that how you change my life

hold on
the ride is about to come
pack your back is time to say good bye
the journey we had was a blast
i hope soon the day will come
to stay with you forever
but now is the end
as i let you go
the tear shatter the heart
i knew it was only for moment
but the feeling is killing me

repeat * and **

Stare at the window
with eyes watching you
shut the door and pain fade away
where memory and word disappear

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The is no word that can describe my feeling every time I see this lovely picture of us,
I miss you so much sayang !!!