AICDILYA

I am stupid

stupid enough to believe thing will go as i plan

stupid enough to think as i think

but all hope is lost

I am wandering what my life would be without you

I have to start now

now is the time to think that

now is the right moment i should think about this

but why suddenly i have to be like this

remember, remember the 19 september

the day i pass away

the day i set myself to die

to kill what left of me

to erase the memory i once had

to met the one who create me

God gave everything to you

but not your deadline

that is the wise decision HE made

cause what would or could you do when you time is up

I may not be the religious person

but i do have faith

faith that been carried all this while

i am at lost

lost in the world i created

the world i been living

Do you know how i feel?

Do you know how i felt ?

Do you care bout it ?

You left me

You decide it

I know you hanging around just to make me happy

I know you try to be decent to me until my last breath

But that it

I gave you what you want

I hope you love it

I been carried this pain since we broke up

You know i love you more than i used to

and that why to leave you was not easy as it could

I glad to know you

I glad to love you

I glad to hold you

oh i glad

so this is my will

what ever property you had from me is your

keep it if worth for you

I know is appropriate to say it here

But i am not manly enough to says it in front of you without tear falling down

I guess it better since we both don't know what our reaction after reading it

Last but not least

I LOVE YOU

by

S&S