Wednesday, September 30, 2009

Getting usEd oF iT....


Since the past several week,
my post are getting more often...
why??
because nobody want to speak with me,
so better i speak here,
then tell to other human being
so sad right?
what to do??
since getting used of being ignorance
i dont have to hear a ringtone like this
"semalam i call u, u tak answer"
or
sound of horse race
why
because is time to let this complicated feeling i have
just be as simple as it can be,
no more drama,
no more tears,
no more smile when reading text message,
because simply
i was neglected by someone
but
is okay dear,
i have no hard feeling for your,
just cool with it,
im understand my role now,
a puppet
toy of satisfaction
and
i shall play my role as perfect as it can be,
that it for now,
better get bath and start doing assignment some more...

"Trying to believe,
the scars unseen,
the tear wash clean,
u dont wanna breath the air u breath,
u dont know how u live a life alone"

Tido petang+Gempa Bumi=???


Tadi tido ptg...
(kuar ilmu mcm sungai)
bangun2...
ngadap laptop ni...
tibe2..
asal goyang2..
aku nk pitam k?
aku bangun..
ok j...
ddk balik
goyang balik..
aik??
wat bodo j la..
tibe2
mber aku dari atas trun...
"shah.. ko rasa ader goyang2 x?"
erk??
diaorg pun rasa...
ni mesti gempa bumi ni..
hmmm
nsb xkuat..
kalo x...
mati ditimpa bangunan la tadi...
hmm...
xpe2...
ajal maut tgn tuhan..
kalo tuhan nak ambk nyawa aku tgh taip blog ni pun bole p...
tapi mintak2 di jauh kan..


JAp2.. Lagu yg Bermain di Laptop "murah" ku skrg

CHILDREN OF BODOM
Sixpounder


Can you say what you don't know?
In darkness of the odds
The wrecking voice is getting nearer
Awaiting the first sixpounder

Well, let me show you battle
That's from the path of hate
What it takes to bring you down
Like a spark resist you
Go go!!!

War!
I refuse to be brought down by you
Praise is far away from what you do
Not only are you cranking up my brain
I'm ready to blow you away... 666 (...pounder)

Hey! Wanna see the darker time
A time that never ends
It'll be too late for you
When you try to persuade me by
Pain!
Go!
Load the sixpounder!

Can you say what you don't know?
In darkness of the odds
What it takes to bring you down
Like a spark resist you
Pounder!

War!
War!
I refuse to be brought down by you
Praise is far away from what you do
Not only are you cranking up my brain
I'm ready to blow you away... 666


3. Chokehold (Cocked 'n' Loaded)

Mine field is called the place I'm living in,
Carefully watching each and every step I take.
Bright white straight jacket chokes me off
My eyes are tired...

I... feel the cold steel on my forehead.
Like... binding pleasure of being dead.

Downward future! I descend...
Counterblast!
And chokehold 'til the end...

I'm flushed like the booze I hammer down,
Like a piece of trash to be kicked all around.
When would be a time for a better day?
My cocked 'n' loaded soulmate leads the way

Shalalala...Shalala... in the morning....

Ari ni di mulakan dengan.. ambik dobi yang tertinggal di dobi...
"erk.. cmner tu???"
Cmni... dh antar..dh byr.. ambk ler bj nye... yyg biar kat situ wat p...
segal x?
Hmm... satu beban dah setel.. d lagi 2 beban yg perlu di pikul...
Xsabar nk abis mggu ni...
sbb nk biar masa cepat berlalu...
supaya dapat
ke solitary shell aku semula...
tu j utk awal pagi ni..
(awal k.. kul 11)
hmm..
tata...

"Why was i born
in an age of distrust
i'd offered some change
For a photograph"

wat to do next???


hmm...
mate pun dh berat...
bdn dh lenguh..
subuh kian menjelama...
hmm...
tdo2...
t esk mulakan hdp bru
dgn satu matlamat yg baru...
"you had me when you say hello"
ayt yg aku nk sgt lafazkan..
tp selalu lupe...
skrg ni..
ayt tu tggl kenangan j..
knape???
jeng..jeng...jeng..
TunGGu...

Untuk sape2 rasa nak sailang...!!!

PUSPA (Putuskan Saja Pacarmu) - ST12

kau gadisku yang cantik
coba lihat aku disini
di sini ada aku yang sayang padamu

kau gadisku yang manis
coba dekat aku disini
di sini ada aku yang cinta padamu

* walau ku tahu bahwa dirimu
sudah ada yang punya
namun aku tunggu sampai kau mau

reff:
woo woo jangan jangan kau menolak cintaku
jangan jangan kau ragukan hatiku
ku kan selalu setia menunggu
untuk jadi pacarmu

woo woo jangan jangan kau tak terima cintaku
jangan jangan kau hiraukan pacarmu
putuskanlah saja pacarmu
lalu bilang I LOVE U padaku

KOP...i


Bodo punya club..
ckp mcm power..
last2 kene titik..
bengong...
ckp lg besar
kan tuhan dh marah..
tu la
takbur lagi..
padan muke...
ZzzZZzzzz

FCK..SHT..BSTRD..GOD DAmn....



ARgh....
setelah meperambiskan selama 3 jam wat aSSgmt...
Bru sedar...
Silap TAJUK...!!!
Bodo.. Bangang..Sial..
ni lah akibat wat keje..
Xbaca Bismilah...
Bek aku layan FM j td...
argh..
nape malang nasib ku ini...
dh r td dh jatuh..
ni di timpa tangga lagi
Hell no...
Td aku smbyg r...
duga2...
Is this want HE has prepared for me??
hmm...
"Coba...tenang seketika,
Coba pejam mata,
Biar resah hilang di dada"
tercari konklusi r lepas ni...
sigh...

Tuesday, September 29, 2009

Hmm...


Perlu ke mcm tu?
bile d bende bru bole berbicara?
kalo xde p2 xleh k?
xde prsn k yg kat sini ?
terasa2...
thn2..
dh janji pd diri xnk titis lg..
ok2...
xkate p2 dh...
patung ni dh xnk men dh..
sbr dh msk overdraft..
kene wat retrospective adjustment ni..
kalo x di capitalise perasaan ni..
t xdpt amortise...
xdpt di impairment test..
so xtau dpt gain or loss
wpun mcm loss...
so nk pki method p ?
cost model ?
revalue model?
fair value model?
hmm...
ni dh di lease k belum?
finance ?
operating ?
ade life span x hbgn ni ?
definete ?
indefinite?
biar lah..
xnk mulakan lagi...
org ckp jgn wat kat org p yg org wat kt kite
tp aku bkn org..
sbb aku adalah...
SNS
ok!!!

Layu kah aku di hati mu???



Wither
Dream Theater
Let it out, let it out
Fill the empty space
So insecure
Find the words and let it out

Staring down, staring down
Nothing comes to mind
Find the place
Turn the water into wine

But I feel I'm getting nowhere
And I'll never see the end

So I wither
And render myself helpless
I give in
And everything is clear
I break down
And let the story guide me

Turn it on, turn it on
Let the feelings flow
Close your eyes
See the ones you used to know

Open up, open up
Don't struggle to relate
Lure it out
Help the memory escape

Still this barrenness consumes me
And I feel like giving up

So I wither
And render myself helpless
I give in
And everything is clear

I break down
And let the story guide me
I wither
And give myself away

Like reflections on the page
The world's what you create

I drown in hesitation
My words come crashing down
And all my best creations
Burning into the ground

The thought of starting over
Leaves me paralyzed
Tear it out again
Another one that got away

I wither
And render myself helpless
I give in
And everything is clear

[Guitar Solo]

I wither
And render myself helpless
I give in
And everything is clear

I break down
And let the story guide me
I wither
And give myself away

Like reflections on the page
The world's what you create
The world's what you create
Let it out, let it out

OK....



ape yg ok?
xok pun...
melambak keje..
tapi sempat post..
td dh la kuar kat tv3 pasal
kawan2 gelap ku yg lepas
hmm...
p eh...
bosan kot..
bkn d sape2 nk layan..
mkn lama mkn celik mata ni di bukak skit..
nk wat cmne..
org xsudi..
kene lah faham sendiri2..
xkan nk tunggu org tu halau kot
hmm
hidup2
mmh xadil..
rumit2
mmg btl
so biar la...
msg2 dh besar
msg2 dh ada akal n fikiran
so
gunakan..
k..
dh2..
wat assignment...
chow..

"cerita kedai kopi,
cerita kopi..
tiada hati
tiada saksi
cerita sensasi
di kedai kopi..."


A woman Strenght!!!





Kegagahan seseorang wanita....
bukan pada pejal ototnya...
tetapi...
pada kekuatan perasaan,
Perempuan yang gagah:

1) Tahan menerima kehilangan 2) Tidak takut pada kemiskinan 3) Tabah menanggung rindu setealah di tinggalkan 4) Tidak meminta-minta agar dipenuhi keinginan
*hmmm... yus ckp.. ni lah ciri2 wanita idaman aku...
aku pun ckp.. bukan semua lelaki nk mcm ni?
tapi realiti nya..
ssh nk cari yus...
SUSAH...

Dont kill ur heart..!!!



Bacaan pertama....

Jika anda bersedih,
maka nangis lah,
jika anda bahagia,
maka tersenyumlah,
jika anda senang dan gembira,
ketawalah...

jangan paksa diri untuk menangis,
jangan tutup mulut untuk tersenyum or ketawa,
jika benar,
ia akan membunuh hati secara perlahan,
akibatnya
hati akan kering dan gersang,

Dan percayalah,
pada saat itu berlaku,
anda pasti tidak kecapi nikmat bahagia kerana hati telah membatu,
bahkan..
lebih keras dari batu,
kerana...
batu walaupun keras...
masih dapat dapat mengalir mata air yang bermanfaat pada manusia,
kerana segalanya datang dari hati,
juga segalanya berpunca darinya...

*cool artikel kat surau tadi...
sgt lah setuju...

Apa yg ingin d smpi kn???


1st ni board kt surau kbm dimana aku stdy, bnd ni dh tpapar lm dh, jz td aku t'bc, hmm leh thn jgk bhn ni, sesuai2, tp nk post kt nst mcm xpnt plak aku nk taip2 pjg2 antar kt sini, so next post akn mceritakn bnd p yg aku bc kt surau ni...

Monday, September 28, 2009

Let's do it.... and do it... again...


from monday...
tuesday..
wednesday...
thursday..
friday...
saturday...
and sunday...

time to start the cycle back..
sigh..
can't wait to have this kind of break..
huhu..
a festive season to be forgotten...
now..
let the GAME begin....

Thursday, September 24, 2009

99......


THE END...

Bodo jgk....


Ari tu aku nk blk kmpg..
ade lah hamba allah ni,
nk blk kuantan..
time kat R&R ni..
tnya aku..
dik kuantan mana eh?
aku pun ckp r...
pkck...
tgk la sign board...
kalo situ tunjuk kuantan...
kuantan lah dia pergi...
pastu
pkck tu ckp..
tu pun pkck tahu..
hek eleh..
dah tahu tnya aku..
dah kat R&R
akut ckp lah cmtu..
xkan aku nk bg ko map..
igt aku ni GPS bergerak k..
bodo jgk org kuantan sorg ni...

emm....



hmmm...
this is me...
a lonely kitty,
without a mom or a guardian,,
so cold...
no love..
no place for shelter,
all alone...
her???
she still felt presence of her ghost...
so...
like this kitty..
is better im wither in her heart
so he could bloom in ur heart again...

Is time to say good bye...


So berangkat pulang...
xde p aku wat..
salam maksu..
tgkp gmbr ni...
drive...
ni lah permandangan seorg driver yg cermat...

Maksu belanja n wat kuih batik....


Sebelum balik kl..
mak su telah blanje aku mam ikan bakar n sotong goreng...
cedap...
trimas maksu...
pastu blk dari tu..
wat kuih batik..
aku tolong oo
tolong carik resepi n patah2 kan biskut..
cedap....
nak?
t kite wat eh..
hehe

Wednesday, September 23, 2009

raya ke-2...


Bangun agak lambat...
gie wat p eh?
jaga kedai mkck aku..
ni gmbr dia..
video masa aku tgh layan pelanggan ade kat facebook aku,
pastu gi beraya umh tok cik...
tgk bertapa cantik nye permandangan ni..
tenang j...
pastu akak aku post gmbr ni...
mcm mkck tua..
pastu kitaorg gi...
pantai...
cantik woo...
ni lah aktivit aku selalu wat bile balik kmpg...
hmm...
damai j rasa..
pastu balik...
gie umh tok teh..
tapi xde gmbr coz bateri low...
pastu blk umh maksu..
on laptop..
wc dgn seseorg...
layan smpi kul 5...
mak ai..
ngntk gile..
pastu lelap

Xcident...


masa on da way balik kampung...
aku excident
ade org langgar kete aku..
siot j..
nasib r skit...
lagi pun tgh mood raya...
malas nk gado2
dlm otk pikir nak blk kmpung j..
hmm..
skrg nni smua fobia bile aku bwk..
"break ijam..."
"jangan nak dekat2"
"slow skit.. dah merah tu.."
aduyai...
skt telinga dengar..
smpi dh mls nk bwk kete pun ader..
hmmm...
jadi kan ni pengajaran...

Raya...?????


Selamat Hari raya pada pembaca blog,
maaf zahir dan batin,
moga dipanjang umur dan dimurah rezeki,
ni gmbr2 yg menarik sepanjang ari raya
malas nak cite pjg.. byk sgt aku wat blog ari ni...
tapi ni raya pertama..
aku gi umh mak da... dulu ank dia pnh jaga aku masa aku umur 2-4 thn la... smpi 5 tahun
pastu
aku telah gi umh tok su aku yg jaga aku masa aku baby smpi setahun,
pastu aku gie umh mak long...
jumpe cousin aku yg telah kawin dgn bdk course dia,
pastu umah ayah ngah...
last gi umh ayah de..
tumpang tdo kat sini..
pnt woo...
kete j laju tapi xleh bwk laju..
bek bwk kancil..
tet...
tgk lah gmbr2 tu...
utk lebih byk pic lagi...
gie facebook aku...
revoz87@yahoo.com
peace.love.music

Ahli baru keluarga


Nama dia Nur Izzani Jamalia bt Jamaluddin...(kalo xsilap)
baru 4 bulan woo..
byk montel n comey..(kalah kamu)
kuat menendang..
lama oo xjenguk dia,
geram bile tgk dia,
mcm nk ade baby plak..
tp yg best nye bukan dpt baby...
tapi wat baby...
hehe...
nickname dia...
nini..
izzani nina...
izzani nani nina...
t mesti dia tergelak...