Interview within self

Is been awhile i write anything on this blog

causes?

i have someone to listen and talk to

different?

yes, big different even though sometime she pretend to listen but she is not ( coz she made this face when she are not listening)

songs?

still trying to have few word to fill the missing pieces of the songs

news?

couple of week ago

my friend past away

she involve in accident (hit and run)

damn that guy(he or she)

u kill an innocent girl

she just celebrate his birthday on 6th April

she just 20 years old

i felt guilty not treat her anything on her bufday

(cause we were shooting mandarin that day)

aarggghhh..

the guiltiness inside of me

she even ask me to fetch her up at tesco in the following day

poor girls

God is the best director of all times

she past away on 11th April

the next day on mandarin class

laoshi show us the video of us

when the part of her shows up

i can felt the gloom in the class

so tragic

so sad

even our friend let laoshi know by speaking mandarin

(yeah, that dude are really good, nope awesome)

so now

everyone move on

what make me sad is

she openly talk bout her

she just broke up with her bf

on 13th mac (she let me know)

and that doocebag says he want to be good or watever

and the next two day he find some whore opps i mean girl

she really stress out and even after that

she still wait for him

poor dude

i dont know what your feeing but it must be suck to be u now

anything else?

just prepare for final even not in the mood to study at all