Getting usEd oF iT....

Since the past several week,
my post are getting more often...
why??
because nobody want to speak with me,
so better i speak here,
then tell to other human being
so sad right?
what to do??
since getting used of being ignorance
i dont have to hear a ringtone like this
"semalam i call u, u tak answer"
or
sound of horse race
why
because is time to let this complicated feeling i have
just be as simple as it can be,
no more drama,
no more tears,
no more smile when reading text message,
because simply
i was neglected by someone
but
is okay dear,
i have no hard feeling for your,
just cool with it,
im understand my role now,
a puppet
toy of satisfaction
and
i shall play my role as perfect as it can be,
that it for now,
better get bath and start doing assignment some more...

"Trying to believe,
the scars unseen,
the tear wash clean,
u dont wanna breath the air u breath,
u dont know how u live a life alone"