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Heart is hollow,
came misery filling it,
heart get heavy,
hard to breath,
mind start to wish for death,
eyes fill water,
drop little by little,
swallow a saliva,
still feel unsecure,
hand numb,
heart pounding faster and faster...
soon mind drifting further and further,
back to cold place that once here,
still remember the cold winter at this place,
everything so sad and slow,
the place was once mine,
but it return again,
no light,
no heat,
the chill keeps me static,
will this ever end,
will this kill me,
once almost dead,
now it hunt me once again,
am i belong to this solitary shell,
curse to be alone forever???