Careful with the wish....

Two days ago,

i met a friend of mine,

she was my first love,

she taught me the meaning of love (until i met her)

the reason i met her is because (not to get back with her)
is because she get divorce

she only been married for four months

why this thing happen to her?
is because of she had secret lover before getting married

she even told me before the wedding she want to cancel the wedding but is too late

now she is single (wait, she had a secret lover)
but that secret lover abandon her after she getting divorce,

now she all alone

nobody to turn to

then she came to me...

did i felt happy since i also been abandon by my love

NO

why?
is because before this,

i did wish this to happen to her

why?

is because she put me so much pain whe she leaving me,

the i wish i made are like this

"i wish you will get married and later get divorce by your husband and run back to me"
this was like 4 years ago when i wish that

now i wish something else to my ex current lover

it even more cruel than before

but i really don't want that to happen to her

cause i love her even though she had put me in so much pain and agony

but i don't want her to be what i wish

please god

don't grant that wish

i take it back

i'll promise i find something to conceal this thing i been going through

i hope i still have long time

to you

sorry i wish that

i hope when you are at there

hope you find some solitary shell

an you my love

i wish you'll be back with me by the end of this year