My Yearning....

How can i fight this feeling
why i need to see her face everyday
why i need to hear her voice,
why.... tell me why....
heart..
let it go this feeling,
it to much carry with..
i cant take it anymore...
the agony is to much..
but after all
she is the only one i have...
or
my last hope to feel the happiness is this world
but
there is no guarantee
that she will be there for me...