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Hafiz AF7 - Noktah Cinta

Ternyata semua bicaraku
Tersimpan di dalam hatiku
Ternyata semua soalanku
Tak pernah kau fikir di fikiran
Mengapa kau masih
Mencari kepastian dalam cinta
Dan di sini masih
Menanti jawapannya

Tuhan tolong nyatakanlah
Padanya tentang cinta
Adakah masih diriku diperlukan
Tuhan tunjukkan padanya
Tentang apa yang ku fikirkan
Adakah cinta ini perlu untuk dirinya

Berbicara tentang cinta kita
Masih tiada noktah penghujungnya
Berbicara tentang perasaan
Simpan saja semua itu

Mengapa kau masih
Mencari kepastian dalam cinta
Dan di sini masih
Menanti jawapannya

Tuhan tolong nyatakanlah
Padanya tentang cinta
Adakah masih diriku diperlukan
Tuhan tunjukkan padanya
Tentang apa yang ku fikirkan
Adakah cinta ini perlu untuk dirinya

Please forgive me by Bryan Adams

It still feels like our first night together
Feels like the first kiss and
It's gettin' better baby
No one can better this
I'm still hold on and you're still the one
The first time our eyes met it's the same feelin' I get
Only feels much stronger and I wanna love ya longer
You still turn the fire on

So If you're feelin' lonely.. don't
You're the only one I'd ever want
I only wanna make it good
So if I love ya a little more than I should

Please forgive me I know not what I do
Please forgive me I can't stop lovin' you
Don't deny me

This pain I'm going through
Please forgive me
If I need ya like I do
Please believe me
Every word I say is true
Please forgive me I can't stop loving you
Still feels like our best times are together
Feels like the first touch

We're still gettin' closer baby
Can't get close enough I'm still holdin' on
You're still number one I remember the smell of your skin
I remember everything
I remember all your moves
I remember you
I remember the nights ya know I still do

One thing I'm sure of
Is the way we make love
And the one thing I depend on
Is for us to stay strong
With every word and every breath I'm prayin'
That's why I'm sayin'...

P/S: This songs says it all

My head is head over heel...

Aku ingin lelap tapi teringat kan kisah hari ini

Aku inigin tido tapi aku teringat sentuhan halus tangan mu

Aku ingin lena tapi aku terngiang dengan suara mu

aku sayang kamu

30 min di atas stesen...

Aku turun,

aku lihat,

aku call,

"mana, tak sampai lagi, ok"

Aku periksa,

aku usha,

aku stim,

Aku jalan,

aku berhenti,

aku sendiri,

Aku bukak,

aku baca,

aku sunyi,

Pintu bukak,

orang sorak,

orang hon,

Sungguh meluat,

Pintu bukak,

orang sorak,

orang hon,

Sungguh menyampah

Pintu bukak,

orang tenang,

orang gelak,

Sungguh berbeza

Pintu bukak,

orang sorak

orang hon

Tiba sudah akak aku,

30 min di atas stesen,

Beribu ribu orang aku perhati,

tak sorang pun macam aku...

Kisah aku dengan LRT

Hari ini aku naik lrt,

Kali akhir aku naik masa part 4 diploma,

tahun 2007,

masih sama lagi,

tak ada apa pun yang lain,

stesen sama,

harga sama,

orang je berbeza,

Abang kaunter ni mesti tengah belajar masa kali akhir aku naik,

lalu aku pun melangkah ke gerabak kuning, putih biru ini,

aku lihat sekeliling kawasan yang biasa aku lihat ketika aku tuisyen martin,

rumah rumah setinggan yang dulu penuh ruang ini,

sekarang yang tinggal batu bata serta sisa pakaian

Aku melangkah keluar lalu menuju ke tren ke sana,

Aku dengar dia kata,

Aku dengar dia maki,

Aku dengar dia kesat,

Aku mula pekak,

Aku dengar dia gelak,

Aku dengar dia caci,

Aku dengar dia batuk,

Aku rasa dia gila

Turun aku di situ,

Mencari apa yang di cari,

Pulang aku ke ofis,

Ku duduk mengadap gadis arab,

Sungguh gebu dan montok ku lihat,

Teringat ku kepada si dia,

Ku lihat lagi sekeliling,

Ku terpandang amoi di luar sana,

Melangkah dia ke mari,

Ku ekori dia,

Cantik mata nya,

Lentik seperti nya,

Ku pasti dia sudah berpunya,

Ah, aku sudah lewat,

Aku mahu pulang,

Aku lihat dia turun di maluri,

Aku jatuh cinta pandang pertama,

Aku tau ini dusta,

Aku melihat cermin itu,

Aku nampak ofis ku,

Aku turun di sini,

Aku pulang mencari rezeki

Ini lah kisah ku di hari ini bersama lrt

FACEpalm....

For the first time,

FB server down.....
Congrat zuckerberg...

finally you fail for the first time...

;)

Being an auditor....

It is boring...

work, work ,work and work some more,

it is endless cycle that I being going through for the last 3 month.

after close observation on auditor,

i came across that what i been learning at U

was not as same in real world,

auditor should be more independent but we seem to follow what our client want,

so what is our purpose of doing so ?

question mark there...

what lead to this event ?

maybe is because of the basis "serve and pay"

or is just down to money talk which is the fee...

Obedient...

we are like licking our client ass to ensure we will be their auditor for term to term

as long as money keep rolling in,

we will do anything to make sure our client is happy,

change their profit, adjust their account and event put some factitious claim in report

why.. why you ask me..

is this just away of business done here

or is just same all across country,

did we bother to change this

or we just naive to do so...

a lot to be ask,

a lot to be done,

but everything will be undone,

sooner or later..

wohoo..wohoo..

New layout

New title

New ambition

thanks to

BF

not Boy Friend

(i am not GAY!!!)

BunkFace

Exkstravaganza

Semangat baru
Perjuangan yang satu
Dan matlamat hidupku
Hanya untukmu

Tapi keadaanmu
Berikan aku
Berikan aku satu petanda
Prasangka
Aku kalah

Rasa resah jangan kau percaya
Dalam hatimu.. (dalam hatimu)
Rasa resah jangan kau percaya
Kata hatimu.. (kata hatimu)

Wooo.. wooo..
Wooo.. wooo..
Wooo.. wooo..
Wooo.. wooo..

Persepsi diri
Ada maksud sendiri
Dan propaganda ku rasa
Luar biasa

Tapi keadaanmu
Berikan aku
Berikan aku satu petanda
Prasangka
Aku kalah lagi

Rasa resah jangan kau percaya
Dalam hatimu.. (dalam hatimu)
Rasa resah jangan kau percaya
Kata hatimu.. (kata hatimu)

Wooo.. wooo..
Wooo.. wooo..
Wooo.. wooo..
Wooo.. wooo..

Ekstravaganza
Ekstravaganza
Ekstravaganza
Ekstravaganza

Rasa resah jangan kau percaya
Dalam hatimu.. (dalam hatimu)
Rasa resah jangan kau percaya
Kata hatimu

Wooo.. wooo..
Wooo.. wooo..
Wooo.. wooo..
Wooo.. wooo..

Interview within self

Is been awhile i write anything on this blog

causes?

i have someone to listen and talk to

different?

yes, big different even though sometime she pretend to listen but she is not ( coz she made this face when she are not listening)

songs?

still trying to have few word to fill the missing pieces of the songs

news?

couple of week ago

my friend past away

she involve in accident (hit and run)

damn that guy(he or she)

u kill an innocent girl

she just celebrate his birthday on 6th April

she just 20 years old

i felt guilty not treat her anything on her bufday

(cause we were shooting mandarin that day)

aarggghhh..

the guiltiness inside of me

she even ask me to fetch her up at tesco in the following day

poor girls

God is the best director of all times

she past away on 11th April

the next day on mandarin class

laoshi show us the video of us

when the part of her shows up

i can felt the gloom in the class

so tragic

so sad

even our friend let laoshi know by speaking mandarin

(yeah, that dude are really good, nope awesome)

so now

everyone move on

what make me sad is

she openly talk bout her

she just broke up with her bf

on 13th mac (she let me know)

and that doocebag says he want to be good or watever

and the next two day he find some whore opps i mean girl

she really stress out and even after that

she still wait for him

poor dude

i dont know what your feeing but it must be suck to be u now

anything else?

just prepare for final even not in the mood to study at all

It is me

It is me,

because im the source of this,

i am the problem,

i am the disease

i am the agony

my wrath upon u are mine to responsible,

pain and misery

tear and headache

flu and mumble

all comes to you,

yet again

a lost myself to the path once before

the path i hate most

without effort

i fail with flying colour

without guide

i destroy what i treasure most,

i am not perfect nor noble person,

my faith are yet to question it self

but why am i deserve someone like you,

there is no other way i let my self this kind of love

there is no more hate that i felt before,

there is time to forgive and forgiven

and all hope are lost,

drown in lake of despair and depress

sail me a boat of hope,

a long the journey

teach me some way

or somehow

to be what you want me to be

cause all i touch is becoming the gold midas

nothing is useful,

nothing is remember

and nothing to carry on

like a rose that bloom in month of may,

wither by the month of november,

could our love be like that

love by a season

is that what i am looking for,

i want a lifetime

i want to cherish as long as i can

but yet again

it is me,

it is me

To write or to fall ???

Orait

time to update a liitle bit,

tomorrow

Prime minister are attending

to my campus

but

im not teling how excited i am because

i want to tell,

how hypocrite is the people is,

why i am saying that,

in less than 3 days

everything is new at KBM

from tiles to tar

seriously

for the sake of HIM

we got everything new

we even got the new signboard

why before this

they never bother or care less about the surrounding at KBM

what a hypocrite this is,

all for the sake of one men,

anyway,

hope to shake hand with him and new VC,

Abu Shah i already shake,

now is Sahul time,

hehe

the blog are not update as occasionly like it use to be,

since i found my happyness with her,

i always share with her

so this blog sometimes meaningless

but still

i need something to write ??

hmm,

need material,

urm

btw,

sound on my mind

at this is for you

hahaha

Drama King

Meet Uncle Hussain feat Black

Kali pertama aku mengenalimu
Mahu bersama
Raut wajahmu bersih
Meyakinkan hati ini
Aku terpaut

Semua dusta palsu
Aku tertipu
Keperibadianmu
Berubah menurut nafsu

Panggilanmu gelaranmu
Baru ku tahu

Lakon layarmu hebat
Terpukau ku melihat
Isi hati mu tahan
Sampai bila
Kau mahu tersesat
Tidak kau penat
Hidup penuh muslihat

Mahkotamu Raja Drama

Kau Masih berpura-pura
Kata-katamu hanya propaganda
Mengejar hijau ungu
Mata kelabu
Ini bukan kau yg pernah ku kenal dulu

Panggilanmu gelaranmu
Baruku tahu

Kau bertakhta
Bagai maharaja di angkat sembah
Lakon layarmu yg terhebat
Memukau mata melihat
Tidak kau penat
Hidup penuh dengan tipu muslihat
Sampai bila Raja Drama
Sampai bila Raja Drama

Tidak kau penat
Hidup penuh dengan tipu muslihat
Sampai bila Raja Drama
Sampai bila Raja Drama
Tidak kau penat
Hidup penuh dengan tipu muslihat

the return...

Is been awhile not update this damn thing,

hmm...

whats new,

im with someone now..

her name is maisarah

a debater,

from uitm arau...

she is my everything now...

hope everything going well between us..

huhu.. later more update

coz not in the mood to update some more...

hahha

Done....

okay

so everything is set and done..

just need a few adjustment until relaunch this blog...

huhu.. peace..

my real love...

ok

so beberapa minit yg lalu..

kisah kehidupan aku pun berakhir

sbb no yg diminta

bukan mudah nk telan

tapi

itu yang awak nak

kite nak cakap p lagi

so

nilah ehem2 yg aku slalu sbut dalam blog ni

comey kan dia

mulanya aku juz nk kwn dgn dia

sbb msg2 time tu ade bf n gf

lps dh rapat...

len plak jadi

smpi lah aku ade cite yg aku nk bunuh diri sbb dia

pastu mmg kitaorg xrapat lagi

cb rapat tapi msh xbole

tadi dia dh mintak aku lupakan dia

dia ckp ni yg terbaik utk aku

tapi aku epy k dia wat cmni

aku suka k berpisah dg

n dia

fkr lah

aku xtau nape aku bole jatuh cinta kat dia

aku rasa lagu yg sesuai utk perasaan aku ialah

"how did i fall in love with you" dari backstreet boys

lirik dia mmg kene mcm mana a

ku dgn dia

sedey kn

smua org igt aku dh kapel

tp

saat ni korg sedar aku bukan ade p2 lagi dgn dia

so gelak lah kat aku.

.

gealk puas2

sbb aku dh cube yg terbaik itk dapat kan dia

xmen bomoh k

jz ayt n perbuatan

blog ni aku wat pun sbb dia

so myb pas ni aku akn jrg2 sgt wat blog

sbb kenangan kn...

so awk..

thanks

sbb pnh bg kite peluang hdr dalam hdp awk

im never forget the moment we s

[end together

you had me when you say hello to me,

i really hope u will happy after this when im gone

hope u be back with him again

so kalao gen awk tnya nape kite xrapat..

jz ckp kite dh ade gf

gf marah kite kwn dgn awk

kalo ajk lepak sama xleh lagi

hmm

p lagi eh

so bye awak

myb it take time for me to swallow all this pain

u still my friend wat ever happen

hope i cant erase all of this before new sem open

i hope u happy when im gone

farewell my dearest

s*** N**H******

im gonn miss u...

especially ur smile

the end

hmm....

lama sey xupdate blog

sbb mls r..

ade byk bende berlaku dari mggu lps

hmm...

t blog ni aku akan tkr url kot..

sbb dh bosan r dgn url ni..

so nanti skit2 aku akn ubah blog ni...

sbb aku bdk acc

so xreti sgt lar bab2 tenet ni

so ambik masa aku blaja tutor kat youtube tu

owh

nk tgk aku berlakon mandarin...

gie youtube

taip mandarin action

cari yg publish tu rev13587

tu aku nyer...

ok..

got to run some more..

later my readers...

"awk2, jgn langgar kete lagi eh..."

risau lar...

tau..

Bongsu day out aka Gold Digger!!!!

hmm

arini aku tension...

sbb ade org tu wat ak

u tension...

wat smua salah..

ntahlah..

so smlm juju ajk aku kuar gie mp

aku igt nak bowl

tapi

kitaorg k lain plak

smpi kat gsc td

jumpe hajar n geng

diaorg tgk the travelers wife

igt aku pun tgk cite tue

last2

pisau cukur

pergh

asal ko pilih cite ni ayu..

dalam ati aku r

xpe2

layan j lar

so gie mam dulu..

pastu solat

and then..

wayang pun bermula

tgkp gmbr dulu..

ok2

cantik2

wyg pun beraksi..

xsangka cite ni sama dgn pembuat cite kami

ok2

ade fazura...

lek2

ade maya...

wah..

ade nas t n liyana jasmay

ni dh bole tahan ni..

last2 dari aku emo

trus smgt tgk cite ni

best gile siot

especially utk bdk yg majuk n tension mcm aku ni

layan tu lawak dia

pastu ayt fazura mmg klas

"oh my Dior"

"B.R.B"

"oh my louis vitton"

"oh my coach"

"talk to my Prada"

style lah yang wat skrip dia

mmg real

mmg cite ni nmpk j bodo

tapi ade quality beb

aaron aziz still dgn macho dia

fazura dgn gedik dia

agak layan beb cite ni..

so aku pun promote lah bagi yg tension n m

ajuk

mcm aku...

huhu..

past wyg..

juju blanje aku mcD

hehe

tq juju..

syg ko..

hehe

seronok sgt kuar tadi

nk kuar dgn ehem2

takot di reject n di beri pelbagai alasan

so bwk lah diri..

hmm...

that for today...

"good bye my PRADA"

Out of the scene....!

hmm...

ni adelah perkara2 yang telah berlaku pada ari2 ku

masa paper law ari tu..

umah aku bole plak xde air

time kiaorg sedar dah kul 12

megelabah smua nk cari air.

last2

kitaorg kene gi masjid

tebal nye muka masa nk masuk tu

pakcik cleaner pun pelik j nape ktaorg mcm rush2 nk k bilik mandi

nasib lar nikmat jgk man di situ...

tue satu kejadian

ni arini...

aku byk tdo dari stdy

bukak buku

tdo..

tdo buka buku

so dlm tdo dtg r mimpi yg aneh2

first aku mimpi aku n ehem2 dan kawan2 dia

wat ape ntah kat sekolah rendah aku,

mak ai

pelik btl..

sbb aku ddk kl

dia jb

so xmgkin r dia nk g sek rendah aku tu kan

mula2 ok r scene dia

last2 aku telah wat dia menangis

sbb???

ade lar...

ilang comey dia waktu tgk dia nangis

yang pelik nye

dia ni bukan kaki nangis

so xmgkin mimpi ni benar

pastu ptg td tertdo lagi

dapat r mimpi aku kenal senior mana ntah

yang minat dgn band aku minat

canteq jgk r akak tu..

huhu..

tibe2 ade scene xsepatutnya...

bukan dgn satu... tapi dua...

akibatnya...

kene mandi wajib r jap lagi...

hikhik...

ok2

tu j utk arini...

k chow

The Great Escape!!!!

So smlm tension kan...

so mber aku sorg ni

ajk..

wey shah.. nak g a fam

osa x...??

mule2

cam mls j.. sbb tension paper xabis lagi..

tp nk cari ketenangan...

hmm...

pas pkir 5 min 23 saat...

aku pun decide..

gi lah..

lama xterjun kolam...

huhu..

puas2

aku wat split,,,

cannonball... terapung kan diri..

lega plak aku rasa...

tension gile...

pas dh redam2 lama2..

bru rasa tenang smbl tgk langit...

hmm..

pastu lapar...

gie mamak...

dari kul 1120... smpi 230...

bapak lama...

wat cite kopi kat situ..

lepas satu2

lepas itu ini,

lepas itu itu itu itu itu itu itu

balik r...

smbg kat umh,,,

lepas satu satu,

lepas itu ini,

aku pun sign out...

tapi yg bestnye semalam...

ade bdk tu ngade2 r smlm...

haha

cute sgt kot.. rasa nk cubit2..

emm..

tp

bile jumpe td

mak ai...

jantung berdeguo xigt...

pastu

perasaan malu mcm aku tgh bogel dpn dia

nape eh ade perasaan tu...

fobia2..

cpt lah aku sembuh dari fobia ni...

emm.. k lah..

nk stdy..

tata

ilang mood....!!!

oit...

asal malas sgt nak stdy ni

main game j...

nape xleh focus ni?????

fuk sial!!!

Pelamin angan2 ku musnah ????

Wah...

topik rekaan semata-mata...

abis second paper...

siot r ctu

susah...

sbb ?

xstdy ma...

xde mood....

sbb ?

tnya la ati aku ni...

ngade2...

so pas paper

balik umh ambk kete+acap+y

us+bob

lambat sey..

ayu dh marah2

so bertolak la kdi free ni..

wah..

tema merah tau

siap ade cimb punya payung lagi tu...

huhu..

so ddk r mam2...

mak aih

kubur depan mata

bole plak dia bukak lagu gali2 lobang

2

mlm nant tgk r cmne eh

thanks ayu

sbb serve kitaorg dgn 3 nasi 2 set lauk

kenyang kami serumah

ni permandangan yg sempat dirakam disana...

so balik lah umh,,,

lepak2

baring

wat blog ni

so smbg law plak

xleh men2 lagi...