Journey

Journey

Here we are, at the edge of borderline

another step will became another leap of our life

as we stood here on the line,

look back for where we started,

take a deep breath and close ours eyes,

embrace the moment we share together,

the laugh and tear together

and look where we are now

As we look back, we saw our reflection

the first day we met,

the first class we attend,

the first time we introduce to ourselves

yet it still look like yesterday,

but finally,

we come to the end,

this is the journey we had

we know it will not last forever

and all of the time we had

we knew this the best time of our lives

Soon the door will close forever,

better pick up what left for us,

and through all this year

we dream for this moments

but as it lay on us

we stall for a moments

As we look back, we saw what we are made of

from boy to men

from ignorant to wise

from nothing to some thing

yet we still are learning,

till then

we are nothing

this the journey we had

it may not last forever

but in our heart it will

cause this is the best of our times

look ahead and see what install for us

another journey that await for us

until we meet again

my friend

this is the journey i had

i know it last forever

cause everytime in mind

i think of you guys in my head....

light....

shining bright..

sun...

burn so bright...

you...

shine so bright...

love...

burn it all...

now...

is done...

please..

let be one..

cause..

i am so tired...

to..

hang on...

how could is so soon

how could you knew

seem like it be noon

and all will be new

please...

take it off..

before..

i come..

so..

it will not mess..

for

you...

how could is so soon

how could you knew

seem like it be noon

and all will be new

love..

is a drug...

love..

is a pain..

love..

is a pig...

but...

it's all lie...

Cinta abadi

Di sini aku mencari

cinta yang abadi

Di sini aku terus berdiri

menanti kau hadir

Di sana engkau pun menangis

mencari cinta yang abadi

Di sana engkau pun berlari

terus meninggalkan ku sepi

harus kah aku hadapi

semua ini

berikan aku harapan

untuk ini

semoga ku temui

cinta yang abadi

*

Dengar lah wahai bidadari ku

ku tulis ini pada mu

Agar kau memahami

hati dan perasan ku

Dengar lah wahai sayang ku

Cinta ku hanya untuk mu

ini lah yang ku alami

sepanjang hari ku

Di sini aku pun berdiri

mencari cinta yang abadi

Tak usah kau berpaling

dari cinta yang abadi

Pulanglah kepadanya

cinta yang kau cari

Semoga kau jumpa

apa yang kau cari

haruskah aku hadapi

semua ini

berikan aku masa

untuk ini

agar cinta ku temui

ulang *

Di sini ku berdiri

menanti cinta abadi

di sini pun kau pergi

dari cinta abadi....

I pass away

My friend

how are you

you look skinny since we met

hello there

is nice to met you again

could this be your chance

to have a drink with him

Do you remember

how she were

the smile that light the class

the joke that we shared

and dont forget

the thing you and her had

Sadly time was short

a candle light blew away

life was short

you pass away

Hey you

you remember me

how chubby i used to be

oh hai

i glad to see you again

can be this is the chance

do have dinner with him

Can you remember

how was i

the smile that light the class

how you joke bout me

and also

the thing you and I

My life is short

as i blew away

time cut short

i pass away

Guys

how it feel like

to be alive

to get married and have kid

to grow old

and see our children grow

My life is short

as i fly away

the journey stop

when my heart stop

In memory of Noremma Nadia (1990-2010)

R.I.P

There was a time

There was a time,
I held you so high,
there was a time,
you are my idol,
there was a time,
i want to be you,

But everything change,
you broke your promises
you lie to us,
you did not care bout me,

*(oh) How everything change,
since you far away,
there no place to run away,
so let us fade away,
rather than cast away,

Could thing be change,
could life be better or worst,
Is it real or fantasy,
Is it just me or you,

Can we undo time,
and rewrite what mistake we done,
because we out of time,
and everything is set and done

repeat*

Remember,
the tear and hug we share,
memory that we share,
the pain and agony we share,
that last forever in our heart

Tear that shatter the heart

Hold on

as i about to leave

stare at the lovely smile of your

why can this last forever

why it has to be end

dont leave me here all alone

by the time i need you the most

hold on

with this hand of your

i need your strength to carry me on

beyond this wall

is the place where you belong

with me

*Is there no other way

to make you come again

since you far away

im lost all over again

**Now you here in my arm

it feel like the world is mine

peace and harmony

all over the place

perfection some might call

that how you change my life

hold on

the ride is about to come

pack your back is time to say good bye

the journey we had was a blast

i hope soon the day will come

to stay with you forever

but now is the end

as i let you go

the tear shatter the heart

i knew it was only for moment

but the feeling is killing me

repeat * and **

Stare at the window

with eyes watching you

shut the door and pain fade away

where memory and word disappear

Mana?

mana

tak ingin ku duga,

destinasi yang mu tuju,

pergi,

tak usah berpaling,

bawa diri dengan impian mu,

kau selalu di hati ku

tapi sayang tak ke mana,

musnah dan hampa diri ku,

tak kisah kau ke mana,

jangan

berpura pura lagi,

ku tahu kau rindu pada ku,

sayang,

ku bukan dulu lagi,

boneka yang kau puja,

kau selalu di hati ku,

tapi sayang tak ke mana,

musnah dan hampa diri ku

tak kisah kau ke mana

terbang la bidadari ku

bawa lah cinta ku pergi,

hingap la pada yang sudi,

kerna ku ingin mu pergi,

kau tiada di hati ku

dan sayang entah ke mana

lega dan tenang diri ku

hilang kau ke mana

niGhTmaRe t0 rEmembEr (reViSiT)

cold
sitting here all alone
no one by my side
just a perfect stranger to everyone
why i let myself here
to this barren place
can someone guide me
can someone save me

lost
none to turn too
i kept looking myself in the mirror
am i good to anyone
am i burden to myself
without tear
without sorrow
i let myself to this place where i belong

*
this is my kingdom
where agony,
suffering and everything
is here
alone
without a clue
i end up here
here all alone

Sane
help me to restore myself
find me out of here
faith
is all i have
to give the answer
hope
is long faded
i need miracle
sacrifice
is needed
to heal this wound

*

Out from this nightmare
come messiah
save me
heal me
take me
out this misery

angel of death (nightmare to be remember)

hey you
i am sitting here
with nowhere to go
nowhere to call place home
all this tragedy
has push me to the state of unsound
dead is all i think
and dead is only the answer

so come
sit with me
be my companion for awhile
hear my story
my sad story
about how i want to take my life
please dont laugh
im not kidding
and why are u smiling

*
Do you know my name son
i watch u over this time
i was the one who gather ur ancestor
and now im the one who take people life
am the angel of dead
this is my sole task
and it lead me to you
so have you prepare son
coz i am the angel of dead

Can u stop joking
i am not dead yet
if u are the angel of dead
u should go there,
there was an accident
then go there
do your job
why u still smiling and laughing
this is no joke

*

how naive are you
do you see that man lay on the ground
that is you
the one who suicide
left this world without been told
without been wanted
so now let's go
ur punishment await you...

*
now u know my name
now u know my purpose
believe what you had been told
i came unwanted
i do unregretfully
i do what is been told
coz im angel of death

A tale that unknown....

Hello,
is any one there?
coz i need a shelter,
from this blizzard storm,
Hello,
can any one answer me?
i just here for the nite,
Enter to the room,
dark and blindness i see,
where am i,
should i be here?
am i safe here?

Set a journey,
i lost in the middle of nowhere,
no point to turn back,
as i look to her eyes,
death is certain,

Hello,
is someone there?
Answer me please,
i am scared,
i need food to survive,
can u help me,
Hello,
could u help me?
Suddenly i feel numb,
fear strike to my heart,
what is this,
Is it real or fantasy,
Help,
I am scared

Set a journey,
into one destination,
all i need is money,
to destination,
as i saw to her eyes,
i am good as dead,

Why i came to this place,
Why i am here,
Could this is the place,
the place i once go,
to please my desire and lust,
all the women in the world,
down to my knee,
No,
it cant be her,
I didn't mean it,
it was an accident,
please,
let me go,
i thought all is done,
please,
i am down on my knee,
please....

I wrote u a map,
to let to this place,
the place where i lost everything,
u take me to this place,
to teach me about live,
but u lie,
u take me for ride,
a ride that make me cry.
now u down on my knee,
beg for mercy once i did,
is it ironic?
u take my life that day,
my life...

Now let me set u a journey,
the journey once a lifetime,
no turning back,
no way back,
hold ur breath,
cause it is the last time u breath the air,
come,
is time to say good bye,
no need to cry,
u good as death men....

"Report at the scene, a naked men die with strange way with both his hand are holding each other hand with knee down. The police also find a map and a letter says blood for blood, life for life. There is no witness as the time of the crime are when the blizzard storm hit this town"

Hello,
is anyone there?
here come my next victim....

WheRe eVerYthinG iD riGht

Come and have a look,
what i install for u,
a dream that u always wanted,
come and hold my hand,
let me guide u,
to place where u are safe from all that hurt u,

Living in this world,
does not as a fairy tale,
but this is the only life we both living,
try to run and hide,
but there no where to go,
so sit back n enjoy,
the ride of ur life just begin,

Can this tales come true,
Like beauty and beast,
a divine love came true,
can this fables be truth,
like price charming and snow white,
where everything is right,

Settle down my children,
it might not seen so real,
but life is cruel and unfair,
no matter how bad it get,
this is what fair.

Hold ur breath,
the end is near,
the call is ringing,
what install for us in after life,
only god may know,
take my hand,
and never let go,
cause this is the last time u see me alive,

Let no doubt been ask,
let's not true be spoken,
what happen can not be undone,
everything is prepare,
let the armageddon begin....

A ghost...

dont look to the eye,
just look straight ahead,
then u will see,
the one in front of u,
doesn't exists anymore,
than she become the ghost,
in this world,
ignore...
ignore...
go away...
go away...
hate this feelin,
hate to remember yesterday,
hate to remind all the memory we have,
kill me...
kill me please,
my soul are tormented.
living a world with so much misery,
broke a promise one by one,
hate this...
hate this...
my heart is crushing,
to the point it can't be crush anymore,
so wind...
take me far away,
close your eyes,
and hold ur breath,
till the end of this world,
my life was complete when u are there,
my life was complete while u are there,
my life are dead the day it end,
in my sorrow,
i heard ur name,
in my sadness,
i call ur name,
in my dying moment,
i let u free...
free for eternity,
away from my life,
away from my misery,
away from my love,
thank you for the unconditional love,
thank you for your smile,
all the thing i should have done,
but time just slip away,
remember seize the day,
cause life goes by,
in the blink of the times,
with so much,
left to say,
this were the best the times
i miss this day,
ur smile lit my life each day,
my heart is bleeding bad,
but i be okay,
ur spirit lit my life,
each day...

Especially for garfield gurl....

The Love Once I Slip Away....

The more closer i get to u,
the further u push me aside,
The more i let myself toward u,
The deeper i drown myself in,

When will this end,
How far it may go,
Could we just see and how it end,
Or it is time to go,

Another story is been told,
another chapter is written,
See what i am hold,
A dream that i had,
to be with you,

Like a cold wind of winter,
you calm my heart,
Like a heat of summer,
you burn my heart,
Like a train,
you move so fast,
Like always,
you break my heart,

Another fairytale been told,
another fables been wrote,
See if this is what we hope,
A dream i once had,
With you,

All the unconditional love,
all the unforgettable things,
keep us a part till this day,
But come what may,
It remains same as always,
the love i once slip away....

Beauty & Beast

See the bird that fly high in the sky,
wonder where it may go,
and where the it may land to rest,
Life has teach so many wonder,
which hard to see it all,
As we grow older,
we see bit by bit,
and no wonder,
we get wise as we grow older,
20 years ago u just a baby,
and look at u now,
fair as lady,
beauty as flower,

So glad to find u are here,
After all i been through,
Nothing can compare this,
Moment of my life,
So glad to find you are here,
Life can be this happier,
Nothing can compare here,
Moment of our life,

Set at this picturesque place
in the garden of love,
we drown ourselves in this feeling,
forget what people says bout us,
a beauty and a beast,
Lock in the name of love,
when two stranger meet,
heart are pounding,
hand feel numb,
jealousy start to control,
anger begin to show,
we can't let this happen,
it against the will of God

So glad we not here,
to stop this madness from going on,
Nothing can compare this,
a tragic love affair
So glad we been here
to witness such a tragedy,
Nothing can compare this
A masquerade of villager,

Follow this fable,
come to this untold story,
of beauty and beast,
fighting fot their love,
against all possibility in this world,
they fall in love,
Into the chapel,
witness by man,
beauty lay in front of them,
blood all over the church,
beauty kill by the beast,
a love of her life,
how can this happen,
where is beast,
where is beast...

So glad to know,
The unholy couple is no more,
Nothing can compare this
We did what must did,
In the name of God,
For the sake of people
Nothing can compare this,
Beauty must die,

There no sign of beast,
lost part of his soul when beauty die,
Suddenly the whisper are getting near,
The room fill with killing instinct,
I know u are here beast,
Revenge as u want it,
For taking away your love,
Taking away your life,
Take away your future,
Now take it away
Away from me,

So glad to be here,
To kill the one who destroy my love,
Nothing can compare this
Except loving you beauty,
So glad to feel it once again,
what forgotten animal i am,
Nothing can compare this,
The taste of men meat and blood,
So glad to end this,
Back in the wild,
To live forever,
As a Beast as I am,,,,

The end maybe...

Everything so complicated now,
Is like chasing a shooting star that once a lifetime,
waiting and waiting,
but didn't know what the end may be,

Of seen a shadow in desert,
looking at the true dark,
where it hard to find,
the real you,

Give me a light,
to guide me to you,
Give me a reason,
to be with you,
And i shall find you,
For the rest of the season...

As the sun rise,
all the cloud of doubt,
disappear within sand,
As i rise,
to clear my doubt,
and this land,

Carry on into the night,
were all seem so lost,
Carry on to find you in the night,
were i know i have lost,

Give me the light,
for you to guide me,
Give me the reason,
for you to be with me,
And i shall find you,
for the rest of season

You give me the hope,
for me to find you,
You give me the trust,
for me to hold you,
And all of this reason,
I shall love you
for the rest of the season.....

Glimmer light at the end of the tunnel

Jika kamu tau ku bukan tuk mu..
Mengapa masih disini,
Jika kamu tau ku bukan cinta mu,
Mengapa masih disini,
Jika kamu bukan segalanya utntuk ku,
Mengapa masih disini,

Sudah berapa lama ku disini,
Semakin hari,
Semakin jauh ku sedar diriku bukan untuk mu,
Apa yang perlu lakukan,
Apa yang harus ku elakkan,
Segalanya masih lagi suratan,

Jauh mana pun ku pergi,
Jauh mana pun ku jelajahi,
Kamu masih di hati,
Kekal di hati,
Tuk selamanya....

cebisan hati SNS....

Lost of Paradise...

Let remember how we met,
it's plan or destiny,
or just faith?
Y am i still here even u knock me away,
Y is this feelin can just resist,

So far it when well,
so far u just still there,
such a lonely gurl wit cute face,
desperate for attention but u ignore it,
and now u met me,
a desperate guys for love,
kept searching until he finds the one...
the one who he will love,
the one who he will care,

*Is this the answer for our heart,
two stranger finding love without notice it,
and how surprise us,
we just let it go,
Is this what we want,
two heart beat at same time,
and how surprise us
we just let it go,

finding love wasn't hard,
to keep it is another question,
to make it stay alive and refresh,
no hope been given,
no light from darkness,

As i lay in my room,
the sadness kept me warm,
tears is my pleasure,
see u walk is the pain,
now there is no one to love,
now there is no one to care,

repeat *

Now that is all gone,
now all seem so clear,
another lost of paradise,
Now that u gone,
is time to walk,
and find another paradise....

SebuAh TrAGedi

semalam ku rasa ku benci pada mu,
semalam cinta ku musnah dengan air mata,
tapi ku tetap di sini,
menanti jawapan dari mu untuk kembali,

tak usah kau ungkap segalanya,
ku tahu apa yang terjadi,
kisah kita yang tak kan abadi,
ini hanya sebuah tragedi,

kau segalanya bagi ku,
x mungkin ku jumpa selain diri mu,
apa kah harus ku lakukan
agar kita kembali bersama,

jangan kau pergi,
jangan kau lari,
ku akan terus menawan mu,
kerna itu yang ku mahu,
dari mu....

apa yang terjadi,
adalah suratan erti,
mungkin ini ceritaNya,
apa kah yang terdaya,
kau tetap pergi,
tinggal ku sendiri....

Only a dream

Look to the sky,
i am wonder what would be if i can touch the sky,
Look to the sea,
i am wonder how deep i can reach to the bottom,
World are so many wonder that i can't think of,
but all that feeling is same when i am with u,

Being with u make my life easier,
Being with u just feel so easy,
Girl,
How u change my life so completely,
I was drowning when u pick me up,
with that,
U gave me a brand new life,

I feel so glad i met u,
I feel so great u are the one who save me,
I feel you can replace her in my life,
But this is only a dream,

True is,
u are someone else possession,
U hate to see me gone,
but at the same time u want me to leave,
U are there when i need,
just not there when it matter most,
how can this secret can continue,
how can this lie been kept,
how can we end this

No matter what happen,
I am glad i have found u,
I am happy u are there once in my life,
And i never regret fallin in love with u

Suatu penantian

Setiap kali ku menunggu mu,
Ada saja yang melintasi ku,
Untuk mencintai mu,
Setiap masa ku bersama mu
Ingin ku membelai mu,
Dengan kedua tangan ku,


Tapi diri ku ini,
Tidak layak untuk mendampingi mu,
Ku sedar diri ku ini,
Tidak indah seperti diri mu,
Seksanya ku menunggu mu,
Untuk mencintai ku,

Walaupun jauh berbeza,
Kan ku setia utk dirimu,
Semoga diri mu menerima ku,
Semoga diri mu mencintai ku,
Moga kita disatukan,
Moga kita diabadikan,

Di sini ku melihat mu,
Menanti diri mu dengan sepenuh hati,
Untuk terus menjaga diri mu,
Agar diri mu membuka pintu hati,
Untuk ku,

Ini yang ku pinta dari mu,
Inilah impian ku bersama mu,
Agar terus menunggu mu,
Walaupun mungkin sukar bagi mu,
Untuk mencintai ku,

Walaupun jauh berbeza,
Kan ku setia utk dirimu,
Semoga diri mu menerima ku,
Semoga diri mu mencintai ku,
Moga kita disatukan,
Moga kita diabadikan

Ku tahu kau tak ingin kecewakan diri ku,
Ku megerti tentang dirimu dengan si dia,
Tapi ku takkan mengalah untuk memiliki mu,
Walaupun hingga akhir hayat ku,,,,